The poem "The road not taken" is reli a poem I feel connected to.....

I always wonder how would my life b if i didn't go chinese skul n stuck wid Tamil/Malay skul....

Would life hav been different???????

In chinese skul leh.... Cannot say ez ta mix wid ppl la.... Stand out as only black coloured ppl.... Some see me as alien or sum kind of diff ppl.....

Along the way I've made many frenz... Known many ppl... Had a great n fun experience(not in love life though)................

All ppl like gimme many special name like HEI REN, BLACK MAN, BLACK ASS, GUINESS STOUT etc..... So many name.... Use JOSHUA/ JOSH KENOT MEH??? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz... I wonder if i were at tamil/malay skul... Would things b different? Would i b like normal normal wid all of them? Called by my normal name? Juz b normal student not so outstanding???? N mayb get a GF for once??? Haha....

Well I guess im kiddin myself coz juz like in tha poem... Once u chooze a road u cant go back... Ur stuck wid it... So i gotta make do wid wad i haf???

Its kinda ok to make do wid wad i haf... But i wan more... I wan alot more...... I WANT MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!